So sorry about your loss.i cannot begin to imagine how you are getting through this. the story of what happened has haunted me since i read it on netmums. i will be much more vigilant with my 5 month and 3 yr old. you are right, insticts are worth so much and we should always trust them. i will be thinking of you on Claras birthday and also christmas and will be saying a prayer for you and your family. x x x